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First Day

Not surprisingly, I felt extremely out of place on the first 2 weeks of subbie year. Sounds typical right? The first day itself wasn’t exactly too much of an issue since everyone had an angsty vibe. We would be spending almost 5 more years with each other which, at the time, was nerve racking. That’s why it felt absolutely amazing when Ms. Morford made me stand on a desk of shame 7 times in a row for not bringing all my school supplies to her class! (sarcasm) Anyways I told myself if the Uni atmosphere didn’t work out I would end up going back to my old school and old friends. The Uni atmosphere itself didn’t make me feel out of place but rather the way I felt slightly alone. I had no friends from my old school, Urbana Middle School, to really talk to. Everywhere I looked it was everyone talking to their current friends, from Franklin or Countryside or Next Gen, while I fumbled and tried my best to fit in somewhere. I didn’t feel entirely important since I didn’t see anyone else who w